Gary got home today from a long trip it looks like, I think he might'a went hunt"in. I am not ready for Winter, right when we move in the weather begins to get chilly. I want it to be as warm as Summer so we can ride horses in warm weather. My birthday is coming, five days after Halloween! I'm excited to celebrate it but Not excited to be turning thirteen. I don't wanna be a teenager. I wanna be 12 forever, I want everything to "stay gold". "Stay Gold" as in, stay the same. I want anybody to grow up and (or) leave us. Daniel is gone all the time, always busy or tired. I don't think things will ever be the same again. There will never a day where he is home and just the same as he use to be, thats why I don't want to grow up I want to be with my family at home, having fun, playing games or anything. I feel like I'm going to fall on my face and wake up in a hospital bed. I miss Daniel being home all the time.
Bye!
Cherith
that was because he had soccer he is home a lot a even more in the summer.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you love your family and being with us! Growing up is fun, too, though! There are so many new and different things waiting for you. I am confident that you will enjoy being and even getting older...you will still be you!
ReplyDeleteLove ya!
To: Megan
ReplyDeleteThat's actually not the real reason he's gone all day. :(
Thanks Mama!
love ya!
To:Megan
ReplyDeleteAnd Summer is only once a year.