There is a horse that lives next door to us, and My sisters and I call her Splash she has slashes of paint on her and it looks so pretty! She can be nippy though. She seems to be hungry all the time :)
Gary got home today from a long trip it looks like, I think he might'a went hunt"in. I am not ready for Winter, right when we move in the weather begins to get chilly. I want it to be as warm as Summer so we can ride horses in warm weather. My birthday is coming, five days after Halloween! I'm excited to celebrate it but Not excited to be turning thirteen. I don't wanna be a teenager. I wanna be 12 forever, I want everything to "stay gold". "Stay Gold" as in, stay the same. I want anybody to grow up and (or) leave us. Daniel is gone all the time, always busy or tired. I don't think things will ever be the same again. There will never a day where he is home and just the same as he use to be, thats why I don't want to grow up I want to be with my family at home, having fun, playing games or anything. I feel like I'm going to fall on my face and wake up in a hospital bed. I miss Daniel being home all the time.
Bye!